MeishaMarie

Outfit 12/23/2011

2011-12-23T10:29:00.001-07:00

Today's outfit. Comfy and great.

11.11.11

2011-11-11T16:53:00.002-07:00

Just leaving for work. Since I have been wearing uniforms since June my off time outfits have gotten a little more elaborate (and because its fall and that requires more layers) I figured they might be worthy of posting. We'll see.

Losing Touch

2011-10-21T10:33:00.000-06:00

Let's just jump right in..

Life has been busy lately. Between school during the week, work on the weekends, Greg getting a job, I really don't care to blog anymore.

When I HAVE free time, it is spent crafting, setting goals and achieving them, spending every minute possible with Greg (right now, the days I have off are the days he works). I facebook, I tumblr. Thats really all I can handle right now. I wear a uniform to school and on the weekends I don't care to document what I wear (which is what this blog was about for quite a while). So if you REALLY want to know whats going on in my life.. check fb or *gasp* call me.

Life as of Lately

2011-10-09T16:26:00.002-06:00

Well... I guess I can write a post. Let's see.

I start school on Tuesday. Scared and excited but mostly scared. I hate first days.
Greg got a job in Midway and possibly a second one here in Salt Lake. Both doing things he loves.
I am officially 21.
Birthday weekend was riddled with tons of good food (homemade and from restaurants)
I chopped all ma hair off again!
Sister kinda took over birthday weekend... and made it her weekend. Whatever. Shoulda just stayed in SLC and partied with Greg.
Car is running.. *knock on wood*
Had to decline a calling as Webelo's Leader :( (seeing as how i will be at school/work tues-thurs 7am-11pm)

thats about it right now.

Loving this fall weather though!

To The Park

2011-09-15T08:00:00.000-06:00

The other day, Greg and I went on a bike ride to our local park (while bug spray was killing the flies) and it is HUGE. Ok not like Central Park huge but still. Bigger than any in my small home town.

There were tons of geese roaming around. Once we got there I couldn't believe we had put off going for so long. It was gorgeous. I definitely will be taking some bread to feed the geese next time.

From 2011

DE-Lightful. Its even walking distance for when the weather cools down.

-meisha

Bucket List..Not an Original.

2011-09-14T17:46:00.000-06:00

Oh Pinterest...

I plan on doing ALL of these this fall. Every. Last. One of them. Except that second to last one. It will actually be "drink fancy TEA drinks". Awesome.

Source

Starting... NOW.

Lists

2011-09-14T11:36:00.001-06:00

Right now I am sitting below one of our few windows in our cozy basement apartment. I can feel the cool air. Sipping on Chai Green Tea and and nibbling some Cinnamon Plum Oatmeal.

Some things getting me down right now..
-Greg's unemployed-ness
-The swarm of fruit flies that keep coming back (hundreds of them)
-Trying to find a different job

Many more things bringing me up..
-bike ride to the park
-trying new teas
-$1/yard fabric for curtains
-a book on green tea from the library
-my awesome road bike
-Greg's awesome road bike in the makings
-birthday month for both of us!
-sister is coming to visit during birthday weekend
-spiced cider candle. mmmm.
-upcoming fall season
-made my first meal in a crockpot and it was AMAZING.
-cold room + warm bed
-playing in the rain

I have pictures to post. expect them soon.

Fish Lake

2011-09-05T21:19:00.001-06:00

This weekend, Greg's Bro-In-Law invited the family up to his family cabin in Fish Lake. It was built by his Great Grandpa in 1955 (ish) and was the cutest little cabin. It was filled with so many charm-y things like the lamps and furniture.

There were books galore. I found Fahrenheit 451. I was supposed to read it in 8th grade but for some reason I had no interest and therefore didn't do that book report. Yet, when I picked it up this weekend it grabbed something inside of my brain. I feel like I have a really hard time connecting with most books. Most just seem either flowery and over-exaggerated or simple and uninteresting. This one though, it got to me. I literally read it in less than 24 hours and I loved it. It got me excited about reading and that doesn't happen often. Maybe I need to search a little harder. It was so invigorating to have my brain turn that way.

A few other books that I have really enjoyed have been The Giver and Lord of the Flies. Maybe that's a pattern..

Sunday we all drove out to Capital Reef National Park. We stopped in Fruita for a picnic lunch and to pick fruit. We then drove further and saw some Hieroglyphs on the red rock. There is something so magical about the tall red rock buttes. Ah-Mazing. Sadly I didn't take my camera. : (

Here's a few from this morning. Enjoy.

From 2011

The front porch of the cabin. It was a dream. I seriously MUST have one of these on my house in the future (including the futon!) A lot of time was spent reading and napping on that comfy couch/bed/piece of furniture.

From 2011

We spent this morning on the lake. Mmm. Good. It was chilly in the morning. Hot by noon. Then turned crisp as a storm started to roll in. It felt like the most amazing fall day as we sped along the lake back to the marina.

From 2011

Grandpa Dee fishing. He definitely knew the art of it all. He was the most successful one of the group! (so we were told. The girls stayed and made breakfast to bring down to them and after we got there NO ONE got a single bite.)

From 2011

Another view of the lake. By this time, the storm was over head threatening to rain on us all.

It was such a relaxing little vacation. Definitely a much needed time away before we really get into the grind of things.

Hearts. Meisha

Curls Without Heat

2011-09-02T14:37:00.003-06:00

love this hair style. can't wait to try it as soon as my hair grows some more!

source

UpdateS

2011-06-22T18:30:00.004-06:00

WOW. Where do I even begin?

I'm MARRIED.

I'm working at camp for my 5th year.

I'm working at said camp with my honey.

I'm probably changing my major AGAIN.

Did I mention I'm MARRIED?!

The other day, Greg and I needed to get away from camp. We decided to drive up and try out some of the trails he will be taking scouts on. We loaded the bikes onto the car and drove the 40 minutes to the area. We tried one trail but it was blocked by too many fallen trees. So we tried a few others and then rode on the dirt road for a little bit. It was a very mellow ride (which I appreciated since it was my very first time mountain biking!) Greg had a lot of patience with me and it was a lot of fun.

What ISN'T fun is waking up almost 2 hours earlier than Greg every morning. Good thing I am a morning person. Some days it is just soooo tempting to just stay and cuddle with him.

We initially were told we were going to be living in a trailer for the summer. I'm cool with that. We got up to camp and found out that another married couple from the WhiteWater company had been given the trailer by one of the boss guys in Salt lake. Soooo. Greg and I are living in a tent.

Our first home as a married couple is a tent.

Really it isn't all that bad. We put two cots together and taped our mattresses together. We also were able to use an extra wooded dresser from the camp directors cabin. We had to go into town to buy lights and some plastic tubs since we were planning on having some storage in the trailer.

But last night we slept with the tent flaps open. We have a direct view of the river. It was so beautiful. I seriously love sleeping in a tent. Mmm.

I love me some wilderness.

I'll update some more specifics about the activities and adventures greg and i have been on the past few weekends.

Goodbye

2011-05-19T21:41:00.004-06:00

I am saying goodbye to Facebook for a while.

Yep. And since I know that alllllll 4 of you that read my blog will be so sad... This is really only temporary (i'm hoping to stay away until the end of the summer. there will be limited internet at camp anyways. but that might be unrealistic).

I was putting WAY too much time into that site, but that's not the biggest reason.

As the wedding gets closer and closer I find myself comparing myself more to others and just plain hating on myself. NOT OK. I don't want to go into details. I just feel like I am losing who I am by the weight of comparing myself and not feeling good enough in any way.

I have to snap out of this.

so goodbye facebook.

fb really needs to die like myspace did...

Wedding Worries

2011-05-19T19:44:00.004-06:00

while i love everything about my upcoming wedding..

when i look at other people's, i worry that mine lacks a certain feel.

such as....maturity. elegance. beauty.

its just...... Cute. bleh.

i definitely didn't want my wedding/reception to be STUFFY and RIGID.

yet, it kinda just feels like a party. (specifically a child's party)

wait... it that a bad thing?

maybe not.

but... just when i look at pictures of other people's weddings, mine seems inadequate.

harruuumph.

i really need to stop comparing.

p.s.-- THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT HAS HELPED WITH ALL OF THIS! It really is going to be perfect.

Rainy Days

2011-05-17T07:53:00.001-06:00

I like taking rainy day pictures.

From 2011

Thats all.

My Man

2011-05-16T23:24:00.000-06:00

From 2011

he's a cutie. 'specially when he's makin longboards

Whats new?

2011-05-16T22:38:00.002-06:00

i'm feeling exhausted and overwhelmed with wedding stuff.

i'm ready to get out of my apartment and live with someone i like (i actually love him).

i have no idea what to pack up and what to take to camp.

i feel like i can't LIVE while in college. is it even worth it??

i'm really liking henna tattoos and elephants.

i'm ready for warm weather and lots of outside activities.

My Life List

2011-05-11T21:21:00.000-06:00

After spending hours perusing various inspiration sites, I decided to make a life list (some call them bucket lists-but I don't really like that name. It reminds me too much of dying and not enough about LIVING.)

so here is just my rough draft.

See an Aurora Borealis
Re-upholster a chair
Make a candle
Make Cheese
Make soap
Learn to bake bread
Grow a garden
Can food from my own garden
Visit Greece
Visit Ireland
Climb a mountain
Have a mud bath
Be present for a birth
Skinny Dip at night
Skinny Dip at day
Grow a tree
Adopt a child
Read all of the scriptures all the way
Have a booth at a Farmers' Market
Swim in all the Great Lakes
Visit every state in the U.S.

Thats all as of right now. I plan on adding to this and finalizing this list (an overall life list) and make individual short term lists with a date to complete it by.

Life is exciting. I don't want to waste it sitting around, watching TV/movies and browsing the internet.

let's LIVE.

Yesterday..

2011-04-30T11:17:00.002-06:00

So yesterday was one of those days.

I think I have stressed myself out WAY too much for I have a very very terrible cold. (as in sinus pain, cough, sore throat, congestion, sneezing, headache, DIZZY. Basically the worst cold anyone could possibly ever have).

Yesterday I wrote an entire research paper (including finding sources) since my professor rejected all of my previous sources and it was due by 3 pm. I also took an online final. And that my dears, was enough to push me over the edge. I didn't even do my book report that was due by midnight.

I even slept on Greg's couch as I was too tired/dizzy to drive home. His mom was SO nice and helped take care of me.

But Greg. Oh that Fiance of mine. He was beyond nice to me. I looked terrible (messy hair, coughing, constantly blowing my nose) and he still loves me. I've got a winner.

So yes. This whole post was about how nasty my sickness is right now. But I knew you all wanted to know..

Memories of Warmer Days

2011-04-29T08:00:00.000-06:00

Just playin' around on Picasa. I miss Europe and I definitely wish we could have spent more time in Spain.

Every time I catch a whiff of cigarette smoke it instantly reminds me of the hot days in Rome. I wish such an unhealthy thing like smoking didn't bring back such great memories. Some day I'll go back.

Go Fly A Kite

2011-04-28T17:49:00.005-06:00

Yesterday, Greg and I decided to take advantage of the windy weather. We went to this amazingly HUGE park and flew our kites. Seriously one of the best dates!

From 2011

And just because we are silly little kids..

Man, I love him. Seriously.

GIF

2011-04-28T10:08:00.002-06:00

Greg and I were playing with some fun little model airplanes and were throwing them off the deck at his parents house... We play like we're 5.

But it was really fun to be outside enjoying the nice weather. (more snow forcasted for tomorrow. yuck). So I made a little GIF because they are my favorite.

It's About Doing!

2011-04-27T17:34:00.002-06:00

Lately, I have been noticing how much time I have been spending online.

I am a member of SO many sites. Facebook, Blogger, Bloglovin', Ravelry, Pinterest, Polyvore, Twitter, Netflix, Hulu...etc.

It's really starting to bother me. I feel distant from life. Now, these are great sites and have so much inspirational material. BUT.. I am spending WAY too much time on them that it has become inspiration with out action and that's not really inspiration.

I saw a quote on one of these sites that said "when was the last time you did something for the first time?". That hit me like a ton of bricks. I still want to use these sites because they really do have some awesome things on them. But I need to spend LESS time in front of the computer and more time LIVING.

So here's to doing inspirational things. Not just reading about them.

Frustration

2011-04-16T12:03:00.002-06:00

I've been working out everyday and limiting my caloric intake to about 1200 calories (good foods like organic granola bars and spinach salads).

And I have not lost a SINGLE POUND in 3 WEEKS.

I'm so FRUSTRATED.

I really just feel like giving up.

And last night Greg and I went to a fancy restaurant and my food was terrible. TERRIBLE.

Rant over.

First Vacation

2011-04-12T08:00:00.003-06:00

The beginning weekend of Spring Break, Greg and I decided to go on a spontaneous trip to Southern Utah to visit his Grandma.

We both had to work during the week so we only had Saturday night to Monday morning. It was our first vacation together and it was soooo much fun.

From 2011

We went on a light hike through the beautiful red rocks. It was the highlight of the trip!

From 2011

Such a great day for a hike too!

From 2011

The monkey rock! It totally looks like a baboon.

From 2011

aww i love this boy.

Let's Get Organized

2011-04-11T08:00:00.000-06:00

Below are some ideas I found on the webz to organize some things in my room. I can't wait to head to DI to see if I can find a fun suitcase and an old wicker table (or something similar).

Cool

From 2011

Thrifted Maxi Dress

2011-04-10T19:31:00.002-06:00

From 2011

This is one of the dresses I found at the DI on my recent trip. Its now a favorite.

From 2011

-meisha

Cool

2011-04-04T11:11:00.000-06:00

interesting.

some institutions have been having their employees have an hour or so out of the day for physical activity. at first it was about insurance purposes. but now those organizations are realizing the benefits of their employees having that physical activity. they are refreshed, rejuvinated, healthier, more productive. the social aspect is also great. some employers even require that employees have that hour to do a physical activity with at least 3 other employees.

how awesome!

Money in the Bank... Or Lack Thereof

2011-04-02T18:04:00.000-06:00

These are what I would buy right now if I had some serious $$$ in my little wallet.

wishlist for spring1 by meisharudd featuring pocket dresses

Endless pocket dress
$138 - anthropologie.com

Extended Shirt Dress
$198 - anthropologie.com

Gone to the Grasslands Dress
$55 - modcloth.com

-meisha

Engagements

2011-03-31T18:08:00.010-06:00

Here are some sneak peaks of Greg and I's engagement pictures. We went through a friend of Greg's and she did a pretty good job. We had some frustrations along the way, but I am pleased with the end result.

-meisha

"Age and Beauty"

2011-03-30T08:00:00.000-06:00

Nowness published this short video by Lina Piloplyte and blogger Ari Seth Cohen. It's named after his street style blog Advanced Style. He features older women who exude creativity in their dress and have a spice for life.

I am a big fan of his blog mostly because I love seeing older women in almost outrageous clothing. Every post of his makes me smile. I want to be an awesome old lady.

"it's an exercise of creativity."

"i don't want to go around as a dreary old lady."

Advanced Style: Age and Beauty on Nowness.com.

"you don't want to look crazy, the object is to look as chic as you can."

"young women you're going to be an old lady some day, don't worry about it."

-meisha

Mad For - Monday

2011-03-28T08:00:00.003-06:00

Some Things I have liked from the past week or so..

http://www.theworldlooksred.com/2011/01/miss-patina-dress-bershka-cardigan.html

http://lunevintage.blogspot.com/2011/03/project-restyle-lunes-tapestry-bag.html

http://www.etsy.com/listing/61434945/paper-house-mobile

http://www.spottedmoth.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=12&products_id=577

http://www.calivintage.com/2011/03/its-raining-its-pouring-2.html

-meisha

Time Warp - Water Balloon to the Face

2011-03-27T08:00:00.000-06:00

I'm a little obsessed with this show Time Warp. They aired for 3 seasons from 2008 to 2009. I seriously saw every episode. (That's right. I am addicted to weird science shows, not soap operas or teen dramas.. That's how I roll.)

I'd just like to share this cool little clip from one of their episodes. They video fairly average daily occurrences and then slow them waaaaaay down. The world around us is amazing!

Hope you enjoyed.

-Meisha

Wowza

2011-03-26T20:39:00.001-06:00

source

-meisha

Blue Blue Blue

2011-03-26T20:00:00.001-06:00

Mmmm. I can't wait to vacation here.

Link

For more of His pictures (they are AH-mazing!)

-meisha

Mumsie and Papi

2011-03-26T09:39:00.003-06:00

Today I have been thinking lots about my parents. They are such amazing people. They are the hardest workers I have ever known. They are selfless and loving. I miss living at home and seeing them daily. They are my heroes.

Man I'm getting choked up just typing this post. Guess that means its time for some pictures!

I think this is when they were engaged (somewhere around 1983 give or take a few years).

How cute! Still in their teens and so in love.

Mom, Dad, and me under Grandpa C's apple trees. (Around 1992 or 1993)

Mom, Dad, and my little brother on our recent trip to Seattle.

I love that they still have the hots for each other after all these years!

(taken within the last couple of years)

They taught me what it means to love.

Most recent family pictures.

Man, I love my parents. In a world where the family is being torn apart by so many things, they give me hope that love can endure.

-meisha

Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

2011-03-26T08:00:00.002-06:00

I was introduced to this video via past roommate Anna. It is Ah-Mazing. Such creative genius and patience!

(p.s. I could not for the life of me remember how to spell genius. Ironic?)

Enjoy...

-meisha

Sweet Dreams

2011-03-25T18:28:00.001-06:00

Dreaming of Summer.

Specifically the week in Tahoe with my soon-to-be Husband
and almost 3 months living in the Tetons.

Sigh.

swimsuits by meisharudd featuring a retro bikini

One piece swimwear
$90 - modcloth.com

Esther Williams retro bikini
$90 - modcloth.com

Old navy bathing suit
$30 - oldnavy.gap.com

Sea Harbor Halter--Ocean Wave
$33 - downeastbasics.com

-meisha

DIY Shoe Laces

2011-03-25T08:00:00.000-06:00

I have been saving many many MANY pictures onto my laptop for inspiration purposes. While bored at work, I have officially decided to start sharing these ideas that are rolling around in my mind.

Ribbons replacing shoe laces!

Source

I am almost 99% sure that this is in no way a new idea by any means. But I am diggin' it. I have a very light tan oxford that I have been avoiding due to their blandness. This is just the fix!

-Meisha

Short Hair and a Looooooooooong Dress

2011-03-24T17:49:00.006-06:00

I have been seriously craving some maxi action. I know I am a little late to jump on this style train, but whatever. I still like it. Maybe its just because I want to feel like I am in my pjs alllll the time.

I'm thinkin' a trip to DI or Trift Town after work to try my luck there first...

Cravings by meisharudd featuring a drawstring skirt

Racerback dress
$47 - shopruche.com

Drawstring skirt
$17 - modcloth.com

Multi Stripe Maxi Dress - Teen Clothing by Wet Seal
$19 - wetseal.com

Smock Knit Maxi Dress - Teen Clothing by Wet Seal
$23 - wetseal.com

-meisha

Etsy Findings

2011-03-24T08:00:00.001-06:00

These letterpress cards are the bomb! All of them make me smile.

This first one is my favorite.

These pictures came from...

I came about these via Zoe. Her blog is really great. And so is her style.

-meisha

That sounds like "I Love You"

2011-03-23T17:53:00.004-06:00

oh man oh man oh man oh man.

Must. Recreate. This. Pillow.

So freakin cute!

(This etsy shop originally sold it but it no longer is there. sad face.)

-meisha

Check it. SERIOUSLY

2011-03-11T16:51:00.001-07:00

It's like clogging for your hands!

We No Speak Americano ft. Cleary & Harding

-meisha

Fake it

2011-03-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

Man... Where did the motivation go that i had in THIS post!?

I think tomorrow I am going to try and go running in the morning... Maybe. I have a test tomorrow so I might be studying for that until late in the night. We'll see how tired I am in the morning.

I have really got to change something. I haven'

t been feeling like myself lately. I don't have energy, depressed, and very unmotivated to do anything (school, work, friends). My life is so amazing right now. I should be so excited and happy and looking forward to everything that is coming up so quickly... *ahem* my FREAKING WEDDING.

So.. back on MediFast at least partially. Working out EVERY day. Even if its just 15 minutes in my room. Pray. Study Scriptures.

I think what is hindering me a lot is the amount of time I spend watching shows on hulu and netflix. If I can just cut those out, I will have at least an hour a day to do other things.

Fake it 'til you make it.. RIGHT?!

Let's hope I can actually stick with this for long enough to have some improvement in my life.

10 big ones snuck up on me.

2011-03-09T13:19:00.002-07:00

Crap you guys..

So I was going to lose some weight before the wedding...

Ended up gaining 10 pounds...

The wedding is in 78 days...

Think I can lose at least 15 pounds before then?

I wish I had enthusiasm to work out...

Also, my yoga class is finished for the semester...

So no more of that...

That means its all up to my additional exercising...

Did I mention I HATE HATE HATE to work out...

How in the world am I going to shed these pounds without opening my wallet?

You Guys!!!!

2011-02-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

Oh my lanta, you guys!

I get married in...

3 MONTHS.

That is 13 weeks.

That is 89 days.

That is ... .... ..... ok I don't feel like figuring out how many hours that is.

Needless to say, it's coming up sooo quickly. Part of me is kind of sad. After planning something so exciting, I don't know what I am going to do with myself.

Oh yeah.. That's right. I'm working at SCOUT CAMP. oh yeah.

Extended honeymoon the whole summer in the Tetons. except we will be working. and living in a trailer. ha. haha. hahaha. this will be interesting.

Anyways. I am excited.

3 months from today, I will forevermore be known as Meisha Marie Brimhall.

-sqeal-

2011-02-25T20:22:00.002-07:00

Ok i am officially sick of college. Sick of my job.

When do i get to start doing things i actually like to do?

Instead i spend my days sitting in lectures and making copies while watching students take tests.

I know you're jealous.

Hope This Never Gets On The Internet.... oh wait..

2011-02-25T08:00:00.001-07:00

So this is from last Sunday. I must say that its one of my favorite outfits I have worn in quite some time. The mustard with the red with the black. Will people notice if I wear the exact same outfit to church 4 weeks in a row?

Aw, who cares.

From outfits

As much as it embarrasses me to share these next couple of pictures.. I just can't resist. But first... I CAN EXPLAIN.

So I had some music playing while I was taking these pictures which means I was dancing around like a fool (when DON'T I dance like a fool??). Maybe this is why I didn't get asked to prom....

From outfits- random

And the best for last.... -cringe-

From outfits- random

i'd like to note that I was INDEED dancing and not checking to see if my deod was still effective..

awkward..

have a great Friday! I'm off to get my hairs trimmed.

Target (pronounced Tar-Jay)

2011-02-24T18:47:00.003-07:00

So it's been a while since i have posted any outfit pictures. This is a typical outfit as of lately. Light sweater plus thick scarf and jeans.

Annnd.... This is the very first outfit picture using my Target tripod. yay!

From outfits

i'm so happy to have a tripod that i couldn't keep from dancing!

Happy End-Of-February!

2011-02-23T14:51:00.002-07:00

I needed some humbling and Heavenly Father sure knew how to tug my heart strings.

And thank goodness.

I was feeling like a monster. (oh no.. i AM NOT going to be a Bridezilla. No Freakin Way.)

But How I WISH I hadn't been humbled this way.

One of my best friends received some terrible news. Everything will be ok and she is definitely someone that can push through it.

It's about time I make some changes in how I am living. I don't want to take anything for granted because I seriously have it so good right now and I don't want to let the little things cloud this amazing time in my life.

So here's to my End Of February Resolutions. --what you never heard of those?!

maybe.

2011-02-13T22:41:00.002-07:00

Feeling a little disconnected again tonight. Maybe its because Greg is playing games with his friends and I opted out. Or maybe its because I don't have any girlfriends here in SLC. Or maybe the fact that I am so sick of being gone from 8 am to 10 pm everyday doing things that seem so pointless and unproductive. Or maybe its the fact that my room and car are a disaster in the cleanliness department.

maybe.

Re-Done

2011-02-11T19:21:00.004-07:00

I re-done the ol' bloggey. It needed a good sprucing.

AS DID MY HAIRS!!!!

I had been thinking about chopping my hair for a while now and I knew that I couldn't cut it until I was 100% sure that I wanted it chopped. I didn't want to regret cutting my hair before the wedding.

Last week I had a little emotional rough patch and knew that something needed to change. I waited a couple days to make sure and I set the appointment with steph to chop it.

I cannot explain how much better I feel with all of that dead hair gone. I feel new and refreshed. Lighter.

Mmm.

On Short Hair

2011-02-11T18:29:00.003-07:00

ON SHORT HAIR (c1988)
from American(?) Vogue
by Joan Juliet Buck
Joan Juliet Buck, a devoted short-hair convert, explains why it makes a difference.

Hair is time.

Women with short hair always look as if they have somewhere else to go. Women with long hair tend to look as if they belong where they are, especially in California. Short hair takes a short time. Long hair takes a long time. Long hair moves faster than short hair. Long hair tells men that you are all woman, or a real woman, or at the very least a girl. Short hair always makes them wonder. Short hair makes children ask each other --usually at the school-yard gate, when parents are late-- "Are you a boy or girl?" Men married to women with short hair should not have affairs with women who have long hair kept up with many little pins and combs. Once you have cut your hair you have to remember to wear lipstick, but you can put away the brush, elastics, and the black barrettes in the form of shiny leaves with rhinestone hearts. When you cut your hair you lose a nose and gain a neck. A neck is generally better than a nose. It does not need to be powdered, except on extreme occasions. It does, however, need to be washed more often.

With short hair you suddenly dislike the month of March, when the wind blows down the back of your neck. With short hair you begin to crave pearl necklaces, long earrings, and a variety of sunglasses. And you brush your teeth more often. Short hair removes obvious femininity and replaces it with style. When it starts growing out a little and losing its style, you have to wear sunglasses until you can get it to the hairdresser. That's why you need a variety. Short hair makes you aware of subtraction as style. You can no longer wear puffed sleeves or ruffles; the neat is suddenly preferable to the fussy. You eye the tweezers instead of the blusher. What else can you take away? You can't hide behind short hair. Your nape is exposed. Men put their hands around your neck instead of stroking your long locks. You can only pray they have friendly intentions. The backs of your ears show, your jaw line is clear to anyone watching, and you realize --perhaps for the first time-- how wide the expanse of skin is between cheekbone and ear.

You may look a little androgynous, a little unfinished, a little bare. You will look elegant, as short hair requires you to keep your weight slightly below acceptable levels. However, the first time you wear a bathing suit with short hair, you will feel exceptionally naked. People who used to look straight at you will love you in profile. Short hair makes others think you have good bones, determination, and an agenda. The shape of your skull is commented on, so are its contents. They can pick you out in a crowd, and you can be recognized from behind, which can be good or bad. But your face is no longer a flat screen surrounded by a curtain: the world sees you in three dimensions.

Chase to the cut.

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--I love this. its fantastic. and i couldn't just do part of it. had to post it all.

I LOVE SHORT HAIR.

Blohg.

2011-02-03T17:48:00.001-07:00

Not sure about blogging these days. Some days I want to. Some days I don't see the point in putting my thoughts out into the interwebzz.

Thats all.

1 through 8

2011-02-01T22:19:00.002-07:00

Lately I have felt so out of sync. Like I need to be doing lots of things.

1. Seriously Organize my room. (i wish i had a desk or book shelf or something)
2. Eat as healthy as possible.
3. Exercise regularly.
4. Go to bed at a decent hour (no later than midnight--preferably 11)
5. Stop spending so much time on the interwebs.
6. Listen to more music.
7. Feel passionate about something.
8. Smile and Laugh.

Annnnnnd a photo that resides in the elevator at work... Ha.

Self Awareness is the Root.

2011-01-28T19:04:00.002-07:00

Something I learned today in a class that I facilitate...

SELF AWARENESS ---> Goals/Priorities ---> Better Time Management ---> Less Stress

I love facilitating. It's like getting paid to learn. SWEET.

Re-Evaluating

2011-01-28T18:42:00.002-07:00

Re-Evaluating again...

While in Logan, I had tried to find a new major. I prayed about it and had the impression that whatever I chose I would be successful at and would like. Well that's no help! : /

At the time, I was trying to decide between Business and Communicative Disorders. The reasoning of my choosing Communicative Disorders was that I loved my Spanish class in High School and that I had Meniere's Disease so I was interested in the hearing/balance mechanisms. I had no interest in teaching speech techniques or helping people communicate. Though people that do are truly amazing people. I think that if I did decide that career, I would like it.. but not love it. It's still an option I suppose.

But after moving to Salt Lake and starting my semester at the U, my perspective has changed a bit. I signed up for classes that I was truly excited to take. World religions, world music, language and culture, and an Indian (as in native americans) history class. Sad to say, the language and culture class is my least favorite. I am finding more and more that I dislike English-related classes. I have always hated my English classes. So why in the world am I majoring in an English-intensive career (teaching people how to say things correctly, use words correctly, work through language disabilities). I guess it just doesn't make sense.

So I know what I don't like... WHAT DO I LIKE?!

I've been making a list. Checking it twice.. haha. kidding.

Things I love (and have for quite some time)

Moving to a beat (not good at it by any means)
Kids/Elderly
Different cultures
Feeling healthy
Learning new things
Being outside
Crocheting
Sewing

I know there are more that should go on the list but these are the major ones. So what career can I find that will incorporate all of these??

-I could be a ....

recreational therapy (for kids or the elderly)
nutritionist
tailor (these jobs are far and few between and require expertise to stay off an assembly line)

yeah thats all i got...

any suggestions?

and when do hobbies become careers or just stay as hobbies?

If I am going to fork out a bunch of money to a college, I want it to be something I love.

African Beats

2011-01-22T15:44:00.001-07:00

I really miss this class. So much so, that I have been looking for African dance classes here in Salt Lake. Sigh.

Pictures From Oblivion

2011-01-22T15:39:00.001-07:00

Enjoy my narcissistic moments.

John Kasay and the Foxwood Casinos

2011-01-21T12:10:00.004-07:00

If i had a band this would be my 1st album
1 - Go to Wikipedia and hit Random Article. The first article you get is the name of your band. if it is the name of a person then you have that be the first part of the band name then you look at another random article and add "...and the..." 2 - Go to quotationspage.com and hit Random Quote. The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your album. 3 - Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days." The third picture, regardless of what...... it is, is your album art. 4 - Use Photoshop or similar (picnik.com is a free online photo editor) to put it all together

found this little thing on a friend's blog. i was bored and it sounded fun. so what the hay~ haha.

Wimpy

2011-01-14T16:51:00.002-07:00

Just thought I would share the 3 pictures that I have on my camera right now.. I really need to get into the habit of taking more picture or at least not be so wimpy when I actually think about it.

Anyways.. nothing special.

Relief

2011-01-13T15:19:00.002-07:00

With the uncertainty of my financial aid right now, I have been stressing more than usual. Tears on the daily. 15 credits with a writing class in which the instructor brags about never have given an A and only 1 A-, and also used some profanities in describing her grading style. I just couldn't handle it right now. Not with starting at a new school, living in a new city, and getting ready for a wedding this summer.

So I have decided to drop the class this semester and take it next fall from a different professor. That brings me down to 12 credits. Still full time. To fill the empty class time, I signed up for a yoga class Mondays and Wednesdays. On Fridays I am going to take a Zumba class at the local rec. center 10 classes for only $35. Not bad at all.

Today as I walked across the massive campus and watched the sunrise, I finally had a moment of mental peace here in Salt Lake. It wasn't insanely cold, I wasn't late and rushing, and there were sunbeams coming over the mountains. Amazing. Classes were exceptionally interesting and I was taking notes because I was interested and not because of a test or paper. Best feeling ever.

It's going to be a great semester!

I'm Just A Tad Late...

2011-01-12T17:59:00.002-07:00

So it's what? Like the 12th of January and I am just getting around to posting my New Years' Resolutions. Honestly, I just couldn't decide on/didn't want to make any resolutions. Don't get me wrong, I think there are always things that all of us can work on but I had a hard time actually setting an over goal.

I guess I was just didn't want to set myself up for failure.

However, I have decided to do it after reading some inspirational blog posts. But I didn't want it to be things like "lose weight" or "get in shape" or "save money" or "read more books". I definitely want to do all of those things but they are things that I am always constantly working on.

With the help of my man, I have decided on 3 overall goals for 2011.

#1. Open up emotionally more to Greg

#2. Give more time to the Lord

#3. Focus on the important things

I feel really good about these three things. There are some other things that i would like to work on like losing a little bit of weight before the wedding, reading books for recreation, get outside more, and be fearless more often.

I am definitely not letting the 3 major ones disappear in a month or two. These are important things that I need to do and will really benefit my life right now.

so... HAPPY NEW YEARS.. just a few days late.

Sister

2011-01-04T11:07:00.004-07:00

I've looked up to Mandy for my entire life. Our relationship was rocky for a while and that was really hard for me. But now our relationship has become strong and I look up to her more than ever.

We have some very different beliefs and thats OK. I still find myself hoping I can be a little more like her every day.

Her life is one of selflessness and passion. The title of her blog is two simple words but seem to capture at least part of her so well. Ardor, Zest. She's always creating, learning, and experiencing. She has chosen a life that I so often envy.

Let's Be Honest..

2010-12-31T00:09:00.001-07:00

Today i am missing Logan.

Shh..

Don't tell anyone.

Mostly I am just missing the fact that in Logan I could walk to work and classes.

And I miss the clean air.

And I miss the sunlight streaming into my apartment (but that will be resolved once we get some sunny days down here in ol' SLC)

But... I am still so much happier being close to my FIANCE, that i don't mind giving other stuff up.

Guess What!...

2010-12-30T11:21:00.003-07:00

WE'RE ENGAGED!!! And by "we" i mean Greg and i. i am soon to be Meisha Marie Brimhall.

i can't wait to spend all of eternity with this guy. he makes me so happy and helps me better in so many ways. i get to marry my best friend.

i didn't want the usual engagement ring. i wanted to have something that was "me" and i knew i wouldn't find it in a diamond. Greg liked the idea of having an alternative stone and a pearl it was! i told him the aspects i liked in a ring but he picked it out himself. and he did a mighty fine job. its PERFECT.

the ring has 20 black diamonds and 6 white diamonds and an amazing pearl smack dab in the middle. pearls are very delicate and you can't use and chemicals or hit it on anything.

i get the idea of having a diamond because it "lasts forever" like a marriage does. but the way i think of my ring is that the pearl is fragile and the marriage is too. you have to watch over it and make sure it doesn't get damaged.

haha. maybe i am stretching it a little too much there. but i like the idea :)

next time i will share how he proposed!

Obligatory Christmas Post

2010-12-28T00:10:00.002-07:00

So... as you can tell i haven't really been in the blogging spirit as of late. Thats just because life has been too freakin exciting to just sit down and write about it. Yet i know i should so i can remember how amazing it was 20 years from now.

Ok. Well i am almost all moved into my apartment down here in salt lake city. It's not the nicest but it gets the job done AND it's close to where i will be working but more importantly close to Greg.

Greg.

That guy sure makes me happy. Today we went on some adventures to REI, the mall, and Cabella's. Then to El Chihuahua for dinner. It was seriously such a fun day. We finished the night by going back to his parents' and watched a couple movies and played some lego harry potter.

But the best part of the whole day... both of us in really silly moods and just laughing hysterically for 15 minutes. oh. my. goodness.

I love that guy.

oh... so christmas!! haha. well it was super fun. it involved lots of driving back and forth from my parents to salt lake city, but it really was great. I also got to go cross country skiing with my mom and steph. so much fun. I am blessed in so many ways.

Greg's family donated the money they would have spent on christmas this year to a village in africa. They are such great examples.

well time for sleep.

Tomorrow, Greg and I are going snowshoeing!

Narcissist

2010-12-13T19:45:00.004-07:00

The class I was facilitating tonight ended early and I decided to take some pictures with my webcam. Ha. Haha. Hahaha.

Today has been a really fabulous day. I got to spend the whole first half of the day hanging out with G. He really makes me so happy. Everything I have been stressing about all week is more manageable and under control as much as they possibly can be. I just look at him and can't help but feel so happy.... ok enough mush.

Tomorrow I am going to put a deposit on an apartment. I got a job doing the same thing I am doing now, just at the Salt Lake Campus. I have registered for a few classes but still need to figure out what else I need to take. The only major thing I really need to find out is my FAFSA. (That is a really huge thing and it was fine this semester but I guess they decided it wasn't ok for Spring? Ok!?)

Just 3 more finals to go and I am free for a few weeks. You can bet that after 2 months of only seeing G on the weekends I will be spending every day with him until classes start up again. Ooo. I am just so excited for all of this.
Hahaha. laughing picture.. funnay

Already?

2010-12-12T14:51:00.002-07:00

Has it really been almost a whole month since I colored my hair?

Has it only been 2 months since G and I started dating again?

Is there really only 14 days until Christmas?

Is it really already the last week of the semester?

Has it really been 1.5 years since I have been out of High School?

Is Whit really old enough to be getting zits?

Am I really moving to Salt Lake in less than a month?

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I'm baffled (to say the least) at how much I feel like my life is passing me by. I keep thinking "As soon as I start/finish/get comfortable with ____(fill in the blank)____, I will be able to really focus on living.

Having that idea in my head has left me feeling unaccomplished and disconnected.

It hurts.

Winter

2010-11-23T13:38:00.003-07:00

My toes got a little wet today... I think I need some new boots. hehe

New Glasses

2010-11-22T23:38:00.004-07:00

New Glasses! And GUESS WHAT!??

They only cost $16.00 and that includes shipping! I am totally getting a pair of HUGE nerd glasses in a month or two. You can get a pair HERE. You just have to know your exact prescription (you can get it from your eye doctor or from your contact lens' box) and a friend to help you do your measuring. It was super easy and they only took 1.5 weeks to be made and shipped.

Nothin' Like A New 'Do

2010-11-19T15:05:00.003-07:00

Tis' the season for change, right. Well since the weather hasn't done anything different yet (as in no snow yet... WHAT?!) I decided to change my hair instead. The color melting style is called Ombre. All the Hollywood Stars are doing it these days.. haha. These three ladies are my favorite.

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So this is a crappy picture.. buuuuuuut. It's what you get when I have a crappy phone camera. :D

My hair is a very subtle version for I did not want it to be way dramatic. I'm still looking for a job!

With the "my roots are way grown out" look, I decided to do an outfit combo that I have really been wanting to try for some time now, but just haven't. High rise shorts with tights and a huge grandpa sweater.

And guess what!?

This WHOLE outfit is thrifted!!! -oh wait. Not the tights. But everything else is; shoes, shorts, sweater, cardigan, and necklace. You bet your last $2.75 that I feel freakin' cool.

The Big News

2010-11-16T13:10:00.004-07:00

So remember how I was all vague in this post about something I was going to do that was going to be a major change in my life and I was so excited.

Well

I'm transferring to the University of Utah.

w00t.

yet, deep down inside... I will always be an aggie through and through.

I am so excited for this change and to really do something because I want to do it. Not just because a family member had connections or because its what my siblings/cousins/friends have all done.

Plus.. there is this really great guy that I will be able to see more often. :D

Just Call Me Gramps

2010-11-13T15:13:00.003-07:00

Just thought I would share a couple outfits featuring my newest Grandpa sweater. I'm more than in Love with it. It's so big and comfy. I bought it at Somebody's Attic. I really love that store. They are always having these little sales and their prices are already super low. $2.50 for this sweater when similar ones are going for a bajillion times more in the stores right now... SCORE.

I'd gladly go without lunch for a day to buy this sweater...

Color Combos

2010-11-11T21:31:00.003-07:00

I feel like my style has dramatically changed.

Revision.. I feel like what I am wearing is sub-par to my style.

I have been wearing jeans+t-shirt+cardigan+scarf for a couple months now. It's kinda frustrating. But it's so much easier to just throw on in the mornings.

My closet has me uninspired lately. And reading all of these fun fashion blogs kinda makes me disappointed in my style choices.

My appearance has definitely taken a back seat in my life lately. Classes. Homework. Boyfriend. Work. They all have been put before how I look.

I haven't even really been doing my hair lately. If I even take the time to diffuse it, it ends up looking nasty by noon anyways.

I need out of this rut right now.. but no money to do it. Any suggestions?

5 Things

2010-11-11T14:50:00.003-07:00

5he past couple of days have been hard for me to stay happy all day. And then today I was reminded of some amazing things that really bring a smile to my face.

so.. 5 things that make me completely and incandescently happy.

#1. Sunlight streaming in through the window. Especially when I wake up with no alarm ringing in my ear and know I have ample time to get ready for the day.

#2. Fruit. Nature's candy. 'nuff said.

#3. It's finally starting to feel like winter around here. And I love love love when the clouds hug the mountains and the chill of the air stings my face. Mmm.

#4. Going on walks with bf. It simply can't get any better than walking hand in hand and laughing about random things.

#5 Folk music. It the type of music that really makes my heart happy.

Circle Scarf

2010-11-08T20:09:00.003-07:00

I have been seeing these scarves around the stores lately and decided it was time to give one a try. They are just like a normal scarf except of being one long strand, its a loop. So you just wrap it around your neck a couple times.

I used a variegated yarn that has a brown base with strands of blue, teal, maroon, violet, and a tan/golden color. I love it.

However it did take almost 2 fairly large skeins of yarn which ended up making the cost of the scarf about $12 just in materials. If I were to sell these, they would have to run about $25 (minimum) and in the stores they run about that maybe a tiny bit more. But that doesn't really put me at any sort of advantage to sell them. Other than if people wanted to support a starving college student.

p.s. Christmas is coming up quickly and I'll be selling hats/ear warmers again. Let me know if you are interested!

November Is Here

2010-11-02T20:32:00.004-06:00

It seems as though the camera on my phone is declining in quality... Poo.

I wasn't lying when I said I have been wearing very similar outfits everyday. Its just so comfortable and its perfect for the cold mornings and evenings when I am walking to/from campus.

But I am definitely not feeling these yellow tights.. just a little too bold for me. Its hard to tell in the picture, but they are very bright. Very. Bright.

In other news..

Life has been very very busy lately, but I couldn't be happier.

Autumn Lovin'

2010-10-28T23:56:00.002-06:00

So how's about an outfit post?! It's been a while since I have taken any. This is the general feel of my outfits as of late. Flowey. Boots. Tights. Tall socks. Large scarf. Big sweater.

Very Comfy.

The other day when I was meandering through the student center on campus. And I got up to the second floor and to my surprise, there was live music and warm festive smells swirling around me. A small festival with a bunch of local artists and craftsman. What the crazy!? I was so happy that I wandered up there. AND I was complemented on my style by a very cool girl. Score.

I love fall. I love love.

LOVE.

Separated Soles

2010-10-26T17:37:00.004-06:00

So... I have been searching for the perfect winter boots for the past couple months. I haven't been able to find a pair that were what I wanted at an affordable price. Until Yesterday...

I found an amazing pair similar to the picture below, but a different brand and in grey. They were perfect. Exactly what I wanted. I found them at TJ Maxx for $30. SCORE.

I wore them for the second half of the day. When I got home, I about DIED. The sole had completely separated from the heel. Noooooooo!!!!! I was so mad. I returned them today. I want to just give up looking for winter boots that I like/are cute/can walk to campus in/waterproof/wont get a hole in the heel after a week or less.

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sad, right?!

I am heartbroken.

Head Over Heart

2010-10-23T23:30:00.003-06:00

Is it wrong to follow your heart sometimes?

Or is that just being excessively risky?

What if you follow your heart and it is totally worth it?

What if you follow your head and always regret it?

What if you forever wonder "what if.."?

So, Heart or Head?

Want vs. Need

2010-10-21T18:49:00.002-06:00

I came across this website, Recovering Lazyholic, has given me some entertainment tonight as I sit at work.

This is by far my favorite. I want to be comfortable and keep things in a routine. It's safe.

I need variety and change.

Jolly Good Time

2010-10-21T10:34:00.000-06:00

Oh you know.. Just chillin' with ma boyyyyfriend. :D

Happy Listings.

2010-10-18T21:32:00.002-06:00

1. Oranges. The smell, the taste.

2. Rays of Sunshine. You know when the sun is streaming in through the windows or through the clouds.. divine.

3. The amazing boy I'm dating.

4. Crisp orange leaves on the ground.

5. Snuggling up in a warm sweater and drinking hot cocoa.

6. Making it to class on time.

7. Waking up with no alarm and feeling calm and rejuvenated.

8. Driving with the windows down and music blasting.

9. Creating, Making, Altering.

10. Putting on an outfit that feels completely "me"

The Leaves Aren't The Only Thing Changing..

2010-10-18T17:24:00.003-06:00

So. I am going to be totally vague in this post. Just warning ya.

Life has been a little crazy lately. And by crazy, I mean AWESOME. Just lots of changes going on. I just got a new calling in my ward. I'm dating a boy that I really like. It's already midterm. I am taking on a sewing project that will definitely test my skilz.

Then there is this other thing. Something that has been on my mind since spring... And I think I am going to go for it. It's going to be the most independent thing I have ever done. And I kinda want to cry and jump for joy at the same time. It's scaring the crap out of me yet I really feel like I should do it.

It's going to take a lot of work to get everything sorted out for it. But I really want to do this for me, without any outside influence. I want to use this as a growing experience and to really prove to myself that I can do something on my own.

I love my life. And I love where it has taken me so far. But I really feel like this will really start a new chapter in my life.

Ahhhh. I am so excited about this. :D

Good old G. W.

2010-10-12T15:33:00.006-06:00

. Yeah. Totally cheesing it in that picture, not sure why.. ha.

My cool little tree-branch necklace. I found it in the sale bin at a craft store. Some of you might be thinking, "Meisha, there is a reason it was in the sale bin... No one wanted it!" Well, you know what? I love it!

I have been having the hardest time with my clothing choices lately. There are a select few here in little old logan that dress fashionably on campus. The majority of students are in jeans and sweatshirts. Ugh. So it makes me feel uber ridiculous even when I wear a casual skirt. I don't want to look like I am trying so hard to impress people and get attention so much so that I have started becoming a jeans and t-shirt kind of girl... Noooooooooo.

I'm not sure what to do. It just seems a little ridiculous to wear fun things just to go and sit in a classroom and type notes all day.

Harrumph.

p.s..... MY HAIR FITS INTO A PONYTAIL. Granted it is a George Washington ponytail... but still. I haven't been able to do this since December, and it feels soo good. :D

Love Love

2010-10-11T23:36:00.003-06:00

I simply cannot contain myself with how happy this time of year gets me!

I love the leaves changing and the crunch when they fall to the ground.

I love the crisp air throughout the whole day.

I love the modest fashions.

I love the big comfy sweaters and colored tights.

I love the plethora of Holidays.

I love the cornmazes, pumpkin carving, hayrides, and campfires.

By far the best time of the year!!!

Letter To My Body

2010-10-10T15:00:00.002-06:00

Dear Body..

Let's be honest here. For most of my life, I have hated you. And I am not one to HATE. But really, I hated you. You disgusted me. And during the times when I was learning to love myself and who I am, I was just indifferent towards you.

The more I learn about myself, the less I hate you. I actually really like who I am... on the inside.

I have learned to like some things about you. I like your hands and your legs are alright. But your stomach, I can't bear to look at. Your tiny breasts. Your double chin. Your stretchmarks that cover almost your whole torso. Your cellulite. Your thin, limp curls. Your acne. Your uneven nose. They all make me turn away from the mirror.

You really are a good body. You don't get sick very often and you can get me to places I want to go. I try to take care of you by eating lots of healthy food and I even started exercising. But to me, you still look like the 180 pound 16 year old me.

Some day I hope that I can love you. I want to love you. But honestly. I don't.

-Meisha

Any Takers?!

2010-10-07T11:28:00.004-06:00

Guess who's wearing a pair of jeans that hadn't fit since last spring......

Now, I will admit that they are a still a little snug and I'mkinda muffin-toppin' it but thats where the baggy t-shirt comes in. I'll just have to give it a little more time..

I'm still doing pretty well with everything. Yesterday I made it to 2.5 miles, but today.... Only 1.5. I got 3 side aches in that short little run and I just couldn't take it any more. I had to stop.

It was kinda embarrassing walking home after my run today. I had gone a little bit later (like 8:30am instead of the usual 6 am) and there was TONS more people walking to class. I just had to keep telling myself "no one cares. it doesn't matter. this is for you, not them." Still, it was hard.

Yesterday after my run, I just felt so incredibly unstoppable, like I could do anything. A mixture of the run and a banana afterwards really boosted my mood. I seriously don't think I have felt that amazing in quite some time.

Now I am just craving a boy to cuddle with and some time playing in the leaves. Any takers!? ;)

Work It

2010-10-05T21:16:00.004-06:00

Today was a good day at work. I read some more of that book. And I did some of THISSSSSS....

Hehe. Hemp Bracelets. Kinda obsessed right now...

I finally got to the grocery store today and got a couple big bags of fresh produce to take to work. MMmm. Today, an ORANGE. Le sigh.

I also caved and got on FB. I just couldn't resist. I missed seeing what my family was up to. Aw well. At least I know I have SOME self control.

A diet for your wallet

2010-10-05T18:21:00.002-06:00

This semester I am taking the Family Finance class. It is a really great class and they teach a ton of helpful money management skills. To be honest, the taxes section was uber boring/confusing. But I am liking the class so far.

For one of the assignments, we have to ready the Automatic Millionaire and write a 2-4 page paper on it. YUCK. Book Report... But seriously... This is such a GREAT book. It's really easy reading.

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It is about how to get rich. No, not by winning the lottery, buying into some business, or even how to live on a budget. It is about paying yourself first (saving money, not spending less) and making it automatic so that you don't have to worry about it. He notes that budgets just don't work. It's like a diet. You are restricting yourself and it is never fun so no one wants to stick to it. I am only part way through it but I just couldn't resist sharing. READ IT.

P.S. He has a Website! Check it out! There is even an iPhone app! Hahahaha!

Time to ACT

2010-10-04T15:35:00.003-06:00

Lately I have been feeling the increasing need to really take control of my life. To act instead of being acted upon. To act not just react. I didn't feel like I was really living my life, and stressing about too many little things. So I am taking control.

I've already started this by starting a workout routine. That in itself is helping so much in many areas in my life. That, along with some personal things I had been working on all summer, have really shown me that I can do hard things. I can overcome habits and really become a better version of myself. I still have to remind myself every so often that it is all because of Heavenly Father. He is my strength and that if it is what He wants me to do/change, He can help me do anything. And it is becoming increasingly easier to want the things that He wants because they are GREAT things that will only help me in the long run.

Today, something I had said on a certain social media site was taken the wrong way. I felt horrible because it was to a best friend. That, along with the growing addiction to checking the site so many times a day and the fact that the leaders of the Church have been warning about such sites made me realize it needed to stop for a while. I need a little (or maybe a big) break from good ol' Facebook. It can be a great way to stay in touch with friends and family one does not see/talk to on a regular basis, but it has just been consuming too much of my time. I was becoming so much less productive. I'm sure I will return to the FB world eventually, but not until I can learn to manage my time better.

Another thing I have done is cancelling my Netflix subscription. That is $10 a month that I could be putting in a savings account and many hours a month I could spend with friends/family or increasing my knowledge by reading books or studying to get better grades. I really think that watching movies is really fun and a part of my culture as an American, but I need to cut back.

Hopefully I will start to feel like I have more control and that I am being more productive. One of the talks in Conference addressed the issue that people are overscheduling their lives and feel like they have to be doing something every minute of everyday. That is not what I am trying to do. I am reducing things that are purely entertainment/time wasting and doing more things that are improving me in some way whether its learning, improving skills/talents, or helping relationships grow.

This is more of a PRIORITIZING move. And I feel really good about it.

Wide Open Spaces

2010-10-03T21:25:00.002-06:00

This weekend was the LDS General Conference which was AMAZING as always.. but that will be another post. Saturday between sessions, Mumsie and I decided to go for a bike ride. We did the 11 mile loop that contains 4 hills. Wowza.

Us out to Plymouth taking a water break. Wish I looked cuter when workin out.. hahah

Look at that awesome view. One of the many reasons I really miss living out here. I just go down the road a little bit and I am in the middle of nowhere. It's really hard to get away from all the traffic in Logan.

I am thinking I might be able ride my bike to Green Canyon or something. I dunno.

Day Off

2010-09-30T10:31:00.004-06:00

So.....

After all the excitement of yesterday's workout, I am sad to report that I didn't go today. And I am regretting it.

I thought, Oh it's my birthday and I'll treat myself to a lazy morning and just relax and do things that make me happy. Well... Yeah. Not so lazy and not so much of a treat and not so much happiness floating around here.

Dropped my car off to get fixed and won't be done til sometime next week. Now studying for a test I have today that I am pretty sure I will fail. Got blown off. All weekend plans cancelled. Sick from ice cream. Then working until 10:30 pm.

Best. Birthday. Ever.

I Just Can't Hide It.

2010-09-29T07:13:00.003-06:00

I apologize that this is turning into my online workout journal, but I HAVE to stay motivated and this seems to be helping.

You think I look a little extra excited?! That's because I am so proud of myself right now. I ran 2 whole miles. without. stopping. at. all.

I have never done that before. (and I am sure most of you are thinking, just 2 miles?! But this is a process for me. I have never liked running, and I'm not sure that I ever will. However, just after going for 3 days, I already feel like I am stronger and so much more healthy. And if running continues to do that for me, I will keep running)

Go me!

Day 2 and Going Strong

2010-09-28T08:14:00.002-06:00

Just thought I would share a picture with the blog-o-sphere. This summer, Mom, Dad, and my 2 little brothers came to Logan and we went out for ice cream. Gotta love Cold Stone Ice Cream.

So guess what!? I totally got up this morning all by myself and went to the gym all by myself! w00t! I was really tired this morning and almost didn't get up. One of my roommates needed some help studying for a test and so I ended up being up until 12:30. That doesn't work so well with a 6 AM workout.

But I did it! I got up before the sun did and walked my little butt up that hill to the Fieldhouse and ran my 2 miles. The walk back down the hill was SO painful. I'm sure people were laughing as they passed me on their way to class. Oh well. I feel great and just the fact that I am taking care of my body is great motivation.

I will be fit! I will be healthy!

6 in the Morning

2010-09-27T07:19:00.003-06:00

First day of working out at the Fieldhouse.... SUCCESS. Sorta. I really wanted to bike, but the open ones wouldn't work. Another girl also tried them so I know I just don't know how to run them. (unless neither of us do...). There were some other ones in the back I am going to try tomorrow.

And my Ipod was dead and I didn't know it until I got up there. Aaandd then I left it there.. whoops. I am hoping it will still be there when I go back for my class in a half hour. :S

Look at me all happy and awake! It was a good experience. My lungs are a little sad because they aren't used to it, but the rest of my body is feeling fabulous!

Let's Try This Again

2010-09-26T21:19:00.005-06:00

I have been wanting (well really just acknowledging the fact that I need) to start exercising. My biggest restraint is WHEN.

I am on my butt most days for 10 to 14 hours due to classes and work. I am going to gain a whole bunch of weight if I don't start doing something about it. I decided I wasn't going to have the motivation to get started unless I had some moral support. So I brought up the subject with my roommates and one of them is willing to go with me a couple times a week.

We have to get up at 5:45 am to walk up that hill to get to the fieldhouse on campus. I have a class at 8:30 and she has practicum a little earlier. I'm thinking I will workout until my class and then come home and get ready during the 3 hour break between 2 of my classes. That should work pretty well actually. I'll just be sweaty and stinky during my econ class... haha. oh well.

My goal is to be able to ride my bike up the hill to Campus by the Spring. (it's a steep hill, ok?!)

I have also decided this winter I am going to take up cross-country skiing with my mom and little brother. I figure if he (being 10 at the time) can do it, then so can I. And I really need a winter sport I can get into since Logan is a hotspot for skiing and snowboarding (which I am not allowed to do because of my meniere's disease)

I have also (x2) decided that I am going to start saving my money and hopefully get a road bicycle this spring!!! I am so excited! I have 6-8 months to save about $500. It shouldn't be bad as long as no huge unexpected expenses come up... of course something probably will, and it will set me back some. But that is ok. I am so thrilled to be saving up to purchase my very own bicycle and be able to pick it out and take care of it like my own child.. (?)

ok. So. I've also been thinking about volunteering at Global Village Gifts and Somebody's Attic on the weekends or something.

I am just really motivated to do lots of things right now.

Wish me luck!

Granola Cravings

2010-09-25T14:00:00.004-06:00

My mom makes this really great granola mix that I have been dying to have with me while up on campus all day. it would be so great to just put in a little baggy in my backpack.

I woke up this morning at 7:30 and I upset about something. I hadn't been feeling like myself for a few days, so I needed to take a mental health morning and do something that really made me happy. I went to the Farmer's Market to pick up some fresh produce. That improved my mood by a factor of about a 1000. I came home and made some oatmeal with raspberries and blackberries I had just bought.

After, I made a few hemp bracelets (my old ones fell off somewhere and I can't find them). I made a playlist of folk music which is my current love. FABULOUS.

I have also been having a different type of "granola" craving. By granola, I mean the outdoors-y style. Like wearing my chaco's, going on hikes, and eating only natural foods/using natural products. Now, I'm not going extreme hippie, but the granola girl has been dying to come out.

D.I. T's

2010-09-17T15:45:00.004-06:00

WOWZA. My calves are looking particularly plump today. I am hoping its just the length of the skirt and the angle of the picture. Yeah.. Thats all it is.

Right now I just can't get enough of this t-shirt and oversized sweater as of late. It's taking all of my self control to not skip on over to the DI and buy 10 t-shirts. See I only have about 3 graphic T's and I wore all 3 of them this week. Actually on Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. But alas. I literally have no money right now for clothes... or anything for that matter. I will just make do with what I got.. -maybe I'll go raid my little brother's closet this weekend :)

Sweet Dreams

2010-09-16T15:06:00.003-06:00

Today, I feel a bit like a little girl on her first day of school. Totally weirding me out.

Aaaaand. Yes. I am wearing a PINK care bears shirt that says "Dream". This is totally not like me. I never wear #1: pink and #2 t-shirts. But I am totally loving it. It is giving me that very casual feel I have been craving for so long but couldn't quite figure out how to execute it.

Plan on seeing many more t-shirt combos in the future.

Duck. Duck. BOOT.

2010-09-15T22:50:00.005-06:00

Remember these DUCK BOOTS that my brothers wear on the farm and while sledding!?

Don't THESE look an awful lot like them?!

Does this mean if I wear my brother's duck boots, I'll be one of the fashionable cool kids???

SWEET.